bubbly and lovely: i'm too poor for therapy.
been there and back again. too many thoughts and opinions and hormones get me in trouble.
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2.26.2003
frustration
it was bound to happen. i am no longer content just to enjoy my crush and the little game of making him laugh and sneaking opportunities to flirt with him. i am now frustrated and want nothing more than to spend this rainy weekend indoors with him. oh no. this is when i start doing stupid things.
in other news, i locked my keys in the car yesterday while it was still running. it was halfway to overheating before the very fat man came and jimmied open the lock for me. i'm such an idiot.
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2.22.2003
drinking
i think i'm getting too old for this. i was over a friend's house last night and i had a bottle and a half of wine and i had to go to sleep. i was just so nauseous. and while you think that from drinking too much that this is normal, there was the feeling that i definitely was not doing as well as i normally do. this leaves me to wonder if new year's eve completely fucked me up or if i'm getting old or what. this is good, though. maybe i'm just growing out of drinking, finally, which would be a welcome relief.
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2.17.2003
milestone
my friend peter is engaged. i wish i had someone here to hug and share the news with and discuss it with, but the little pocket of joy that is now floating in my ethereal insides will have to suffice. today i said out loud that i don't want to go home. but peter's news made me want to. he is a dear friend. he is a pastor in michigan. he was a senior living on my hall my first year in college. we have been dear friends since. i love him and am so overjoyed for him. yippee!!
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