4.18.2004
my escape
i am 27 years old, incredibly independent, have traveled half the world on my own, am heastrong and adventurous, have jumped off 30-foot cliffs and rafted grade five rapids and led pre-pubescent girls on river adventures of their own ... and i still view a romantic relationship/marriage/love as an escape from my life. from the dysfunction. because at the same time, i feel as if no one will ever understand me, be able to accept me and my family and its deep deep dysfunction and issues. no one will be able to love me once he has met my family. this is pointless thinking. i haven't slept all night and i should just go to bed.
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bubbly and lovely: i'm too poor for therapy.
