6.19.2002
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TODAY IS JUNE 19, THE 20TH ANNIVERSARY OF THE DEATH OF VINCENT CHIN.
instead of doing work, i have spent the last few hours on this internet thing. i did it, though. i took the first step and am requesting information on applying to schools in new zealand to study teaching. (i also sent a query to an outdoor adventure education school. sweet.) i am so damn obsessed with leaving this country and i still have at least five months here. but teaching is such a noble profession. and i think i could do a lot more in new zealand. in the u.s. i think i'd feel a little weird because i'd want more money or whatever, but maybe teaching in new zealand, because i'd be in new zealand, would help me be content with a little less, with a simpler lifestyle. who knows. argh! the frustration of not knowing what i want to do with life, and not wanting to do what i'm studying.
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bubbly and lovely: i'm too poor for therapy.
