bubbly and lovely: i'm too poor for therapy.
been there and back again. too many thoughts and opinions and hormones get me in trouble.
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8.20.2002
vacation!
yes, i'm a lucky girl. i'm going to LA in just over 12 hours. the ticket cost me $7 (it's amazing how many frequent flyer miles one accumulates by flying to sydney and back), and i'm getting a rental car, which is really the only way to get around LA. i'm going to stay with my bestest friend terry the first night, and probably a few nights afterwards too.
terry is from southern california. he went to college in southern california and when applying for jobs wanted to stay in LA. but he ended up in DC instead. now he's back in LA (beverly hills, actually, ooh la la) and he's missing the east coast! it's amazing how much more fun life can be when you have all the public transport accessible to you. public transport facilitates drunken outings. whoo! so he's living it up in LA but he's missing DC and NY (he wants to go to law school here).
this makes me think about whether i really want to go to new zealand. hell yeah, i think, because it'll be fun and great and interesting and just downright cool. but am i really going to pass up living in the greatest city in the world? sure, i hate it here, in a lot of ways. the city is shallow and in the summer it's godawful hot and smelly and there are waaaaaay too many dogs and patches of shit on the sidewalk. but the city is so cool! it's very multicultural, there's a city camaraderie, it's accessible to everyone. and i'm meeting very very interesting people here. oy. i don't know what the hell i'm doing.
i guess at some point it doesn't really matter because i have until at least december, but i gotta send my deposit in.
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